I don’t know how 3 words can be so disastrous. And, for once I’m not talking about ‘I love you’ or even ‘I hate you’.. It’s 3 words that are usually meaningless and used to fill gaps or periods of awkward silences. Even if they were said in the worst of situations, with the worst timing in the world - it does not mean that I meant them, in fact I really should have said the opposite to those words because then maybe you wouldn’t be ignoring me and I wouldn’t be feeling like this. 

I don’t know why I even bother with having relationships, because I mess up every one by saying something stupid like ‘I love you’  ’I’m bored.’